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[30 Nov 2005|07:05pm] my sock is gonE: i made a mistake and tried everything i could to stop myself from doing it to you again. so i tried not to get attatchd and into something else with you. and that was probibly the worst mistake, more than the first one. my sock is gonE: but whatever, im still going to hold our relationship to its potential, because i beleive like brian. that thing will work out how it's supposed to because thats fate. my sock is gonE: and its all i have left. is fate and hope. my sock is gonE: So im just going to wish you well, and if you dont want to talk to me or whatever, im just going to understand and take it because it was my fault to be where i am. my sock is gonE: so i have to let it run its course. and if its meant to be for us, i beleive with all my heart things will work out. my sock is gonE: I still have faith that I'll be able to run to you again someday. my sock is gonE: Because no one else can put up my christmas tree, no one else can take me out on my birthday, and no one else can watch me sleep. my sock is gonE: And I wanted time to see that for myself.. and even though it caused us pain and for us to be apart, i at least know now that you are for me, and i am for you. so its meant to be, its going to happen. i just have to wait. my sock is gonE: we both just do i guess. Hate me all you want, those are your words NBLC FTW LOL! [-U sux0r tyms 3-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[30 Nov 2005|04:26pm] Oh, and i would also like to thank the NBLC (Nobody likes craig) Lj community. 3 Members so far, and hopefully growing to larger numbers, it so far contains Ande, Lynne, and Kat. I'm in class right now, so i dont have some needed things from my PC to make my next entry. When i get home, i'll spend the 5 or so minutes it might take to paste some lovely saved conversations to show everyone why these people might hate me. Now lets see...Kat is an ugly annoying bitch who i've never really even talked to, i'm sure she just joined because she wants to jump ande's bones. Which leaves Ande and Lynne. They make a wonderful couple, i'm really not sure why they broke up. Lynne most likely joined because I refused to break up with my girlfriend to go back out with her, while Ande made it because he likes being a hypocrite. More on this later :] [-U sux0r tyms 2-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[30 Nov 2005|03:26pm] Livejournal is lame, and thus, I'm deleting mine. Time to say my LJ fairwells I spose. Goodbye Mr. Easton and all of your video game posts, and the occasional disturbing pictures Goodbye Danielle and your incredibly random posts with good music taste Goodbye Manda and all your awesome memegens and stories. Rare posts, but good ones Goodbye Erin and all of your posts about heroin addicts and harry potter Goodbye Jen and Meg and all of your random fights and silly mood swings Goodbye Livejournal ;D [-U sux0r tyms 3-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[24 Nov 2005|05:43am] New Lj icon LOLZ @ ANDE :] [-U sux0r tyms 2-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[17 Oct 2005|07:33pm] [-U sux0r tyms 7-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[10 Sep 2005|01:57pm] I just wrote this. Hate it or love it, I dont care, needed to get some feelings out. Just run away like you did before So dont look back, just slam the door so hard that all the pictures fall from the walls Just dim the lights on your way out So I can see how much you cared about All the memories we shared that fall So rake the leaves all up my princess and dress them up with tattered clothing just grab a match and watch them burn tonight So rake the leave all up my princess and dress them up in tattered clothing So they can burn like the brightest bridge tonight (Tonight) I bet you wish that you could forget all the times we watched the sunset as it envyed the burning in our hearts The brightest stars are out tonight dear beams of light stretched across this tear a salty expression of the heart that you broke time and time again you watched me choke So rake the leaves all up my princess and dress them up with tattered clothing just grab a match and watch them burn tonight So rake the leave all up my princess and dress them up in tattered clothing So they can burn like the brightest bridge tonight (Tonight) Heres another broken heart for you collection my sweet So hold it close to your own I admit defeat Heres another broken heart for you collection my sweet So hold it close to your own I admit defeat Heres another broken heart for you collection my sweet So hold it close to your own I admit defeat [-Mike takes it deep-]

[10 Sep 2005|05:25am] Its 5:30AM, I just got home 5 minutes ago, and I could really use someone to talk to :/. Yeah... I will always love you... I will always love you... [-Mike takes it deep-]

[31 Aug 2005|09:58pm] [ music | From Autumn to Ashes - Inapprope ] I miss high school. Any random hispanic people on tops of mini vans are fucking sweet. Craig Rules. The new FAtA CD fucking r0x my s0x. And stuff. YUP! OMFG I TOTALLY SEX MY LAPTOP [-U sux0r tyms 1-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[31 Aug 2005|04:00pm] Young women and young men Forgive us if you can Abandon your best friends, Its Demanding and filled with detriment Leaving your lover home waiting, Putting much faith in her patience, Don't fool yourself its not endless, Phone calls are poor consolations We'll abandon our best friends Leaving your lover home waiting, Putting much faith in her patience, Don't fool yourself its not endless, Phone calls are poor consolations We'll abandon our best friends [-Mike takes it deep-]

[29 Aug 2005|10:21pm] If you don’t want me, let me know. I’m dying of trying to be there! If you don’t need me, let me go. I’m lost and I’m trying to find me! Wish I was everything you need. Wish I was everything you’ve seen before and more. If you don’t want me, let me know. I’m dying of trying to be strong. If you don’t need me, let me go. I’m lost and I’m trying to find me! [-U sux0r tyms 1-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[24 Aug 2005|07:32pm] After recent considerations, I think I might stop talking to a few key people. I think i'm going to make new AIM screen name and put privacy on it. Ya... thats pretty much it :] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[21 Aug 2005|03:28pm] [ mood | Ya... ] This entry goes out to 3 people who i feel that i have lost. Three people who were once my BEST FRIENDS. You know what I miss? I'll tell you what I miss. I'm not holding anything back in this entry, hate me if you must. Taking a look back through kathys photobucket, it really made me think, so i'm going to use it to show you all why Remember hanging out, dressing up, being random Having fun? Going to papa ginos and making a huge mess with cheese? Playing with makeup and dressing up like idiots Leaving rediculous tips at resturaunts Making someone a cake even though it came out like crap. Passing out on eachother after eating an entire bag of oreos and smart food Doing really stupid things just because it was funny Dying my hair Hanging out at parties That covers pretty much Kathy in that part, considering it was her photobucket. Hooking her up with Matt was probably the worst thing i could have done. Ever since then, shes depressed all the time, he is overly controling, and shes changed a hell of a lot. Where did my old best friend go? I couldnt really find too many pictures of frizzy, but along the same lines. Me and you used to be inseperable. You started hanging out with sousa and smoking pot, and you became a completely differant person. I miss the old Frizzy that i taped up on my bed, played D2 with, and hung out with in shop. And finally, the last person. Lynne. There was a point where I knew that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. You were my best friend, my girlfriend, and the one thing that made a differance in my day. You started a steady decline into what you are today. I tried to keep you from drinking and smoking pot because of the stories you had told me about 8th and 9th grade, and all of taht shit that happened. In the end, i ended up smoking pot with you, and eventually turning to drinking after we broke up. You are a completely differant person from the person that I once knew. You actually sound like a clone of ande/mike half the time with the way you talk. You seem to have this idea that you are growing up, when if fact, the truth is two years ago you were probably 10 times as mature as you are now. Do you ever think of the memories? Doesn't it even bother you for a second when you sit there and think back on everything? Stephs party just after we started dating, going to NY with you for the first time, your birthday party that year, the FAtA concert, taking care of you when you were sick, hanging out with Pants, wearing my pajama pants, borrowing my tool and ninja hoodies, tucking you in before i left at night, my junior prom... I can't even go on listing these things. All in all, this is a tribute to the people that I used to hold closer than anything in the world. Wonderful people that have since turned into what they are today. If i could go back, i would. I would give anything to relive those memories. People like them are nonexsistant these days. So everyone just turn the volume on your music up a little louder, let it help keep the feelings inside of you, ignore what your thinking, and go on living your lives. If any of you have people like these still left in your lives, i suggest you hold on to the moment while they are still there to hold on to. [-U sux0r tyms 2-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

New pics [15 Aug 2005|12:43am] I took a couple pics of me in makeup today. <3 Yupppp [-U sux0r tyms 2-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[01 Aug 2005|12:30am] KERBEROS K is for Kind E is for Energetic R is for Responsible B is for Brilliant E is for Earnest R is for Revolutionary O is for Odd S is for Sensitive What Does Your Name Mean? [-U sux0r tyms 1-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[18 Jul 2005|04:28pm] I might be doing an overnight or two in East Bridgewater soon to get this site done. Now THAT is dedication. I made a disappointing, but smart decision today. Sorry guys, i'm not gonna be able to make it over tonight to party with you... I need to stay home and work so I can get this site finished and get mine off of the ground. I need to make $200 by the end of the month. I'll try to get ahold of you ASAP so that I can tell you and stuff. [-U sux0r tyms 3-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[11 Jul 2005|06:15pm] Just as an off question... Does anyone on my friends list know what www.spoono.com is? [-U sux0r tyms 3-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[30 Jun 2005|08:10am] I want anyone and everyone who reads this to post in here something they'd like to do with me someday. Then post this in your journal to find out what I want to do with you... Leave me comments, I need something to read in my spare time ;P [-U sux0r tyms 4-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[16 Jun 2005|11:48am] Everyone hurr is invited to come to my grad party satuday and stuff. Starts at like... 1? you can stay the night if you wanna, haha R.S.V.P. Via Comment [-U sux0r tyms 3-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[14 Jun 2005|10:49pm] A convo with my friends 13 year old brother... kids will believe anything.. :P ( I'm the leader of an underground army ) I'm still talking to him.. i'll post those convos too. [-U sux0r tyms 12-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

[13 Jun 2005|01:44am] [ mood | depressed ] I wanna move somewhere far away from here. I can't take it here anymore. Life just sucks. [-U sux0r tyms 4-] [-Mike takes it deep-]

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